I can Feel Mangos

Alright so I know that feelings are given from God in order to warn us of certain things going on, but He also instructed us that these are only feelings and our feelings change very quickly from one moment to the next. So the appropriate conclusion of this would be to be aware of our feelings but to not make decisions or judgements based on these decisions because they could not always be right. Alright with that little concept out of the way then I need to identify a few differences out there. We have at least two kinds of feelings I can think of. One of those feelings is our intuition. The feeling that something is going to happen, a cat is going to give birth in your car while you are driving, or the feeling that something is going on, my friend is drinking one liter of bacon grease as fast as he can, or even feelings about other individuals, that person is saying she's fine but what she really means is that she is ready to tear a dandelion into shreds and boil the pieces. The other type of feeling I can think of currently is the emotions we go through, I'm happy, sad, distressed, ecstatic, and sullen. (And bipolar I guess.) So my question is that if the above conclusion about feelins is true then I understand what to do about intutitive feelings but what about emotional feelings. If I have intuitive feelings I need to keep those in mind and be careful and possibly look for evidence to support my intuitions but make no absolute decisions that could cause terror in the future. But what about my emotional feelings? I have sadness or distress about something and what do I do about it. Whatever is causing these feelings already should have some proof or evidence of it (othewise I am clinically bipolar or depressed) so what do I do about it. Do i then make a decision and possiby cause more fret or do I deal with my feelings and just suck it up. I'm sure God has an answer to this, I must do some searching. Pray for me?

This Has NO Meaning to It

Ok so this is a sestina I wrote for my literature class, it's a little embarrassing because it's really sappy, but alas here it is: (p.s. it's really hard to write a sestina so sorry if it's wierd, and don't try and analyze it please.)

Anitses

My first sights of you
And I didn’t yet think of us
Inside I could see you were warm
Inside the blue-green rings of your eyes
Inside your smile
I could see your dreams dance

But your heart would start to dance
All due to you
Liking my sweet smile
And you hoped for an “us”
Inside your sea-green eyes
That I might keep you warm

For you begged to once be warm
And so I saw you dance
And something I liked in your kind eyes
Made me wonder about you
Then he introduced us
You made me grow a smile

I grew to love your smile
Thinking of you made me warm
I thought for once, they’re could be an “us”
And in our dreams we had our dance
My mind couldn’t escape you
My eyes waited for your eyes

But tears brimmed our eyes
We had to leave that smile
For I could not be with you
We became scared to be warm
We were forbidden to dance
Because there was another “us”

Impossible became us
We closed our eyes
Forgetting the dance
When I think, I can’t smile
About keeping each other warm
Because I miss you

And yet my eyes will still dance
Because when I see your warm smile and you see mind
It reminds us of all the ways to say “I love you”

Ordinary Rarity Pt. 1

Gabriella. What a girl. She lived in a miniscule town, but this was an entire world to her. A world full of thieves and goblins, of princesses and warriors, of magic and enormosity, and she ruled it all. Of course as a ruler of such a vast land she lived atop the mountain so she could see all looking both ways. To the right of her castle lay a vast market and on the left of her castle lay her school but along with the school came a large piece of land where all the magic of her world dwelt.
Gabriella attended this school for many years since she was very young. Starting there she had no idea tha of what she owned. She would show up to this academia and follow the rules very precisely so as to be a good girl. During the nap times she would nap, and during the play times she would sit quietly and talk to the dinosaurs that roamed the classroom.
Every other day the keeper of the dinosaurs would show up. His name was Jacob and he was deeply admired by Gabriella. He was also short like Gabriella with long brown hair and very simple brown eyes that matched his skin tone. He knew all the dinosaurs very well their names and their likes. He also adoredGabriella for her gentleness with them. She often took one of the Brontosaurus' and gently caressed it's blue skin for ours just admiring it.
Gabriella was normally a shy girl, not wanting to make much social contact with anyone around, in fact she kept a nice space bubble around her and the other classmates, however in this instance she took up courage and spoke with the keeper. He was a little cautous talking to her, squinting his eyes in a deal of droubtfulness in the trueness that she supposedly spoke from. She made no more than small talk bout how the dinosaurs were doing and how much she liked them. Sometimes during the break times that were given to the children Jacob and Gabriella would go off together and spend time digging through the time rocks looking for treasures or flying along the air roads in the sky. Jacob was always a little cautious around her, but he never said no. He was a kind quiet gentleman who did always as Gabriella asked.
Gabriella was not a snotty young girl either though. But she did have ambition and she did have wants that she expressed. She wasn't unkind to Jacob in anyway, in fact she did what she could to stay on good terms with him. She enjoyed his prescence, but mostly enjoyed having a close friend to which she could talk to in this immense school.
Gabriella eventually learned of her other classmates by the end of her first schooling year and she became very good friends with the keeper. They stayed friends during the summer, holding a mysterious bond, for during the summer they were to never see each other. This could easily be assumed because Gabriella started her first adventure that summer and she first hand discoverd the land she lived in and the power she had obtained. Of the magica that flowed through the very mountain she lived on and the backyard of her own castle. She learned of it all in that one summer...

"Friends are born, not made..." - Henry Adams